Whatwouldyousay

I feel like giving everything up. I actually don´t love you but I like to hang with you. But when you treat me like this, I can´t stay, because it hurt me so bad. I know you have laugh behind me, do you really think that I would stay if you do that? Do you actually think, that I can give, give, give? Do you actually think that everything is alright? when it´s far from that. I hate that I always let the bad ones in & let the good ones go.. I hate it. I hate that you make me sad, I hate that you hade make me cry. I hate the way you affect me. I want to let you go, because you are not worth my tears. I can´t understand what you see in that girl who abuse drugs and is a wh***. I don´t care if you play around but that you want to be with her that hurt me so bad. I can´t help it, but she has made my life hard, she has make people turn around from me before. I hate it. I hope you understand that I´m the better one. But I can´t stand here and watch. I can´t. It hurts to much. I go now. I turn around and will never look back. If you regret your decision, you know were you can find me.